hey guys today has been gay so far. i got a call from my boyfriend, chris, and yeah he broke up with me, again, and i think im so used to it that i didnt even cry. We had been going out for 11 months too. AND im leaving for a week to go camping with my family! He says i need to work on whats going on in my life and figure out who i am before i can be with any other person in a relationship. Even tho we're still gonna be friends and everything will be cool, i dont wanna be JUST FRIENDS u kno? i want him to still be my boyfriend and why cant i work my problems out with him there too? I dunno it makes sense, what he's saying, but its not fair and he shoulda never gone back out with me if he was going to break up with me again. All the girls reading this will get what im saying. U boys are just stupid sometimes. I bet hes just gonna go off and do wumthing with another girl. No, im just paraniod and pissed off and sad and lonely all at the same time. I godda go have a cig now.